tears and life lately

why does life never seem to go the way i've planned? sometimes i feel like i over analyze everything and don't even allow myself to enjoy it all because i am too worried about what will happen next or about making sure things go exactly as i've planned or feel they should. it's the strangest thing. i am a planner to the max and quite the organizational freak. if i'm not being lazy, that is. i like things the way i like them.

tonight i cried, and it was for the strangest reason. what caused them was reason for tears i guess, but not really. i don't feel like explaining mostly because it's LAME to the max degree but because i tend to dwell on things and i should try a new method to my life madness!

so, what's new??? well, i have been super busy at work and it makes my head spin. i feel like i have been really lethargic lately and have really enjoyed laying on the couch watching a combination of rachel zoe, the kardashian's and other various reality shows. it hasn't been too exciting around these parts.

last week i met my college roomies for dinner and that was definitely exciting. they are such a nutty group and i wish we could spend more than an hour or two every few weeks together. we are scattered across the metroplex and have busy schedules so it makes it hard to find the time but when we are together it feels like we've never been apart. it's absolutely impossible for us to shut up and we always have a blast. i wish i had a pic of them on my computer but i haven't uploaded pictures in a really long time. super sad. i will take one soon and show you their lovely faces. i think they are actually my only readers so i guess you don't really need a pic...

more next time. loves.

me

so, obviously there are so many things about myself that i could tell you, but do you really want to hear them? i mean, i could make myself sound pretty great, right? no one can argue with the claims i have about myself. a short list would be that i am kind, a true friend, not extremely confident without a great new outfit or feeling thin on any given day, giving, impatient when it comes to certain things, very empathetic, athletic yet graceful, an exceptional bridesmaid, freckled, much like my mother but very similar to my father at the same time, often surprisingly funny, goofy, lazy-eyed, pretty smiling, and overall a beautiful person. what do you think? does it sound accurate or believable?

sometimes when it comes to things about yourself the people closest in your life really know the answer better than you do yourself. just like i know that my sister is extremely forgetful and i will literally have to remind her to bring me the book i would like to borrow 4 times and she will still forget it. so, i will have to remember to get it from her the next time i am at her house but i love that. i love that we are so different and i think it's part of what makes us so close. we each do certain things in life better than the other but also know each other so well that none of it bothers either one of us. its good to have a sister. i love mine dearly.

here we are on the prime meridian. cool, huh?

that's all for now. loves.

kim

initial post

hello all. i can't believe i am actually posting a blog right now. i mean, i have looked at/read blogs for such a long time but haven't ever made my own. i guess i thought it was time. hello world.

kim