tears and life lately

why does life never seem to go the way i've planned? sometimes i feel like i over analyze everything and don't even allow myself to enjoy it all because i am too worried about what will happen next or about making sure things go exactly as i've planned or feel they should. it's the strangest thing. i am a planner to the max and quite the organizational freak. if i'm not being lazy, that is. i like things the way i like them.

tonight i cried, and it was for the strangest reason. what caused them was reason for tears i guess, but not really. i don't feel like explaining mostly because it's LAME to the max degree but because i tend to dwell on things and i should try a new method to my life madness!

so, what's new??? well, i have been super busy at work and it makes my head spin. i feel like i have been really lethargic lately and have really enjoyed laying on the couch watching a combination of rachel zoe, the kardashian's and other various reality shows. it hasn't been too exciting around these parts.

last week i met my college roomies for dinner and that was definitely exciting. they are such a nutty group and i wish we could spend more than an hour or two every few weeks together. we are scattered across the metroplex and have busy schedules so it makes it hard to find the time but when we are together it feels like we've never been apart. it's absolutely impossible for us to shut up and we always have a blast. i wish i had a pic of them on my computer but i haven't uploaded pictures in a really long time. super sad. i will take one soon and show you their lovely faces. i think they are actually my only readers so i guess you don't really need a pic...

more next time. loves.